Wednesday, January 03, 2007
all i can say now is... I'm truely very sorry... i noe sayin sorry wun make ur pain go away.. mayb i was in the wrong not to tell u when my feelings started to fade.. i noe its not fair 2 juz end us like tt aft 3yrs 10mths of the rs.. but, if i dun end now, it'll b more unfair to you.. you'll onli hurt and fall harder.. so plz.. plz try 2 accept dis fact can? by accepting, the pain n wounds would slowly lessen.. i noe im e 2nd most dearest person u've lost.. you survived thru e 1st 1.. im veri sure u'll be able to survive thru this..
maybe i've prolonged the break too long le..tt's y now tings become like that.. but our fate ends here le.. i noe i told u that you got the right 2 woo me back... but i got the right to reject.. im sorry tt i've become so heartless..but tiredness made me become like this.. if u truely regret it now, den learnt fr it ba.. dun make e same mistakes.. n if u reali still love me.. den let me go ba.. let me lead e life i want.. tt way tings wun be that awkward btwn us.. truely loving me does not mean u need 2 have me.. it means to let me b happy.. i noe i sound veri evil... but ya...
ytd was e day we ended... im truely sorry... tt i've hurt you so deep.. i noe u so long i've nv seen u tt upset n hurt.. i feel guilty.. but if i dun do it..u'll onli hate me even more..... those feelings i feel now is not out of love.. its out of guilt ba.. so reali dis time... its time 2 let go n for u 2 move on wif ur life.. to find a beta some1.. whom will feel that u reali cherish her cos i believe u've reali learnt ur lesson le...
take lots of care...n i reali mean n pray tt u'll live well... for urself.. n ur fam cos i noe they reali reali care a lot for u...
thinking of you @ 5:27 PM